Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Why does it always rain on me?
Already lost my family earlier.. (they are in Singapore, whilst I'm in Malaysia..)
Thought I should fight it and prove something out.
Who knows,
I don't have money, it's all gone.
I don't have a job, I left it to try to create something on my own.
I lost years off my life, my prime life disappeared.
I lost my youth, I lost my looks,
I seemed to have lost everything.
What else have I got to lose?
Why does it always rain on me?
At the lowest of lows. Why am I constantly downgrading? Why is this happening to me? Come on God please, help me.
Business? A Job? What? What should I do? Why is it getting harder and harder in life? Should I continue my business? Or go back work and face humiliation?
Help.... I am so so lost..